My mom has always told me that i am independent and strong willed, i wont let any man break me, so if that is true, why am i finding myself crying over a boy. This boy broke up with me two weeks ago, saying that he didnt think it was fair that i wanted a relationship and he didnt, but he still liked me and wanted to be friends. Then i find out three days ago that he wants to get back together with me, but then today he just walks right past me.
i have apparently developed the power of invisibility, but its not a power i want.
I'll see him tonight thats for sure, but i dont know if i should ignore him completely or just say hi and walk away.
i mean maybe he just didnt see me, i know i zone out when i am walking to class, that is a possibility... but see there was this girl, she was gorgeous, long curly hair, skinny, and she seemed to have all of his attention... bitch...
i shouldnt be wasting my time with this boy, but i cant help it, i like him, ALOT... i think he broke up with me because of a certain pledge i took, which makes him an ass, but i still dont care, i think that if he could look past that pledge, we would have been great

i have come to the conclusion that i will grow up to live alone with 26 cats
joy to me